For this serious problem where do I go?

Tell your DR. Or go to the ER and tell them that you are having a panic attack, then explain your situation.. You need to talk to someone and probally get on some anti depressants and/ or anti anxity pills. You are not alone. Same thing happend to me. You just gotta talk it out and meds help when your feeling your emotions are out of control.... Xanex is a life saver.... Good luck and feel better soon!